it's the afternoon-storms season again.
the refreshing smell of rain, the wild winds -loving every minute of it.
especially the one we shared in the forum.
with heart-wrenchingly beautiful music.
i appreciate everything so much more with you around.
thanks for making me a better person.
in every way possible.
i am still learning everyday.
taming the monster within myself.
and learning to be contented.
it can be so so so hard sometimes.
but it's not the same as the past.
not anymore.
with you, i am just strangely. and thankfully.
happy with the way things are.
freer from the bondages of expectations.
and enjoying every second of the journey.
perhaps i am no longer the wilful child
demanding for attention. and more of everything.
all the time.
or maybe it is accepting already
the fact that sadness and disappointment
are part and parcel of life.
and that there can be no running away from them.
your birthday is coming :)
really really soon.
we are in the midst of planning...
despite your tests, my projects and all.
it will be precious time together.
