Saturday, October 30, 2004
the wedding dinner was fantastic. loved the company! love them lots and lots and lots.
the chocolate scavengers who plotted to steal from old people, the oh-so-sleepy sea-monster-look-alike bride's father, the juicy gossips, forgotten wallets, and all that crazy laughter.
and we were all meanies together, ignoring the others at our table.
it's amazing how we kept in touch for 6 long long years ;> some things never change. though the guys have matured tremendously ;p but we are still so so comfy with one another. gosh these friendships are definitely worth every single bit of effort! haha, we were discussing about our on wedding dinners in future and how we will have the resources to have japanese and chinese translators. heehee.
but all that fun came with a 'price'. hmm...know it would be enjoyable on both sides! i missed geyao's outing! steamboat dinner at marina bay. oh well.
anyway our original plan was so distorted till such an extent that i was out of the picture.
but i want. need. to say sorry to you. over and over again.
please forgive me?
how could i have reciprocated your patience
with such hurtful iciness.
i have been battling a monster within myself.
it's scary. and i hate it so much.
but it overwhelms
everytime.
all the time.
when i thank you for
every hope you give
every second you spend by my side,
every bit of sunshine you bring
and every raindrop you shield me from...
yet you wish to understand
this ugly side of me.
and wanted to share whatever i was going through.
cannot help but feel inadequate.
in comparision to all that you are.
the little oven posted at 11:28 AM
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