Tuesday, December 28, 2004
feel that i still don't know so much about you.
much lesser than your friends.
so you bought the cd.
it's such a silly thing to feel hurt about
but i wished you had told me about it.
not so much for the sake of information,
but an act of showing that i matter to you, even for trivial stuff.
perhaps it is because we have just started.
perhaps we don't spend enough time together.
perhpas you don't feel totally comfortable with sharing your thoughts yet.
perhaps perhaps perhaps.
waiting for your reply makes me wonder if i am at all important to you.
perhaps you were busy.
perhaps you don't have the habit of replying immediately. like myself.
perhaps.
i never liked guessing.
but thanks to my dearest friend who never fails to put my mental mess back into place:
i choose to believe in the people
and not their different expressions of love.
the little oven posted at 1:52 AM
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