Wednesday, December 08, 2004
the holidays are flying by. especially when i am going out everyday.
my mum has been concerned and complaining about my absence from home, since the preparation of the exams till now.
guess i have not been spending enough time with my family and i kind of miss having dinner with them. Meals have always been a family thing. and my seat at the dinner table is empty for quite awhile. mummy and daddy, i am sorry :(
am either not awake or half-awake when i see my daddy leave for work and the most i could say is "byebye daddy". and then i come back ard 11 everyday to see him dozing in front of the teevee, waking up only to wash up and go straight to bed. we hardly talk. perhaps just those few sentences which are essentially nil in content.
Mummy will talk to me while we snack or play with the rabbit - about my day and who i went out with etc. But we used to talk much more.
feel bad about treating home almost like a hotel. considering the little hours i spent at home, and also the needs it serves me covers basically that of washing up, rest, some human (and animal) communication, internet access and teevee. it seems like just a stopover or checkpoint before the next day's long journey.
oh it's already long past midnight! happy birthday dearest daddy -hugs- i love you.
thanks for your love shown not in words but in actions.
fetching me home almost everyday while i was chaomuggering away in school. bringing me out for breakfast. giving me hugs when i am stressed. wishing me good luck before every paper...
my birthday wish for you is to give up smoking. will help you work hard towards that.
the little oven posted at 1:26 AM
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